SEEBACH, Fern Marilyn

[FERN MARILYN SEEBACH?!]

fernmarilynseebach

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testing, testing, one two three. alright, here we go.
i'm jillian but i guess you might've already
known that little bit. or maybe not, who knows. i've been
roleplaying for about four years. more or less.
so yeah, i'm pretty snazzy. i also own fern
you can reach me through pm so yeah. have a good day!

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tonight we lie awake, remember how the coffee made us shake

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( T H E B A S I C S )

( F U L L N A M E )[/color] Fern Marilyn Seebach
( N I C K N A M E )[/color] Fern
( A G E )[/color] Seventeen
( B I R T H D A Y )[/color] March 3rd
( G R A D E )[/color] Junir
( S E X U A L O R I E N T A T I O N )[/color] Homosexual
( J O B )[/color] Student, Saleslady at Delia's
( M A J O R )[/color] Fashion

i've got your picture, i'm coming with you, dear maria count me in

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( A P P E A R A N C E )

( H A I R )[/color] Fern has naturally bleach blonde hair, that is long with straight bangs across her forehead. She will dye it black, though. It is naturally straight, and has layers despite being rather thin. It fits her, though.
( E Y E CO L O R )[/color] Fern's eyes are a shade of dark brown, but often are lined with an even darker eyeliner so that they will pop out better.
( H E I G H T )[/color] 5'1"
( W E I G H T )[/b][/color] 105 lb.
( T A T T O O S )[/color] Yes. Fern has four tattoos as a total. One is on her wrist, in the form of a peace sign. She has a white daisy on her shoulder, which matches the white daises and roses on her lower back. The final tattoo is one on her inner arm, written in Japanese and is a quote from Rainer Rilke.
( P I E R C I N G S )[/color] Fern's ears and belly button are pierced.
( C L O T H I N G S T Y L E )[/color] Fern dresses depending on her mood and the temperature. Mostly she dresses in expensive jeans and some shirt she likes, but she will wear shorts as well. It is rare for her to wear a skirt, but for special occasions she will wear dresses if necessary. On a regular day, though, it's just usually something from Aeropostale or Hot Topic even.
( F A C E C L A I M )[/color] Lady Gaga (who actually attended Juilliard)

manage me, i'm a mess, turn a page, i'm a book half unread

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( P E R S O N A L I T Y )

( L I K E S )[/color]
- Girls
- Water
- Fashion
- Clothes
- Cats
- Music
- Sudoko puzzles
- Swimming
- Being able to trust friends
- Optimism
( D I S L I K E S )[/b][/color]
- Boys 'parts'
- Winter
- Fighting
- Mud
- Dogs
- Silence
- Tetris
- Baseball
- Secrets
- Pessimists
( S T R E N G T H S )[/color]
- Fashion
- Quick wit
- Optimism
- Art
- Singing
( W E A K N E S S E S )[/b][/color]
- Impatient
- Dancing
- Staying still
- Secretive
- Writing
( H O B B I E S / H A B I T S )[/color]
- Tapping her nails
- Day dreaming
- Sketching
( F E A R S )[/color]
- Loosing control
- Death
( S E C R E T S )[/color]
- Lesbian
- Pregnant
( O V E R A L L )[/color] Fern, on the outside, acts as if she is perfect overall. Most people think that she is, and are rather envious of that fact. She naturally makes friends with most people with her optimistic, upbeat attitude. She laughs a lot and appears as if she is always happy and has never had a bad day in her life. So people think of her as perfect. She is popular, nice, and gorgeous. Rich as well. No one would suspect anything other than complete and total happiness from a girl with an attitude like hers. And that's how it has always been for her, as if in a fairytale.

Though, none of it is really true. Yes, Fern is upbeat, optimistic, popular, and gorgeous. But on the inside is a completely different person. She is practically depressed with her current situation, something no one else would ever no. She listens to music and sings to try to avoid the pain she is, though has not resorted to cutting herself. Music is her escape, what helps her keep such an amazing facade over herself constantly. Which says that it plays an important role in her life, not that she is just some incredible actress of some sort.

leaning now into the breeze, remembering sunday he falls to his knees.

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( H I S T O R Y )

( M O M )[/color] Marilyn Seebach (nee: Montrega) | 39 | Secretary
( D A D )[/b][/color] John Seebach | 41 | CEO
( P E T S )[/b][/color] Casey | Ragdoll (Cat)
( O V E R A L L )[/b][/color] Fern Marilyn Seebach was born to Marilyn and John Seebach, in Milan, Italy - one of three amazing and gorgeous fashion capitals of the entire world. Being born in such one of the most fashion inspired cities, she fell in love with fashion at a rather young age. Another thing she fell in love with at a young age was music, which she ended up havnig a rather natural talent for. Her parents were rich and did spoil her with anything she wanted, which she is slightly grateful for but at the same time hates it. She wishes she could have been born to a normal family some days.

At the age of thirteen years, Fern recieved an acceptance letter to Julliard Academy. She was thrilled, and had always wanted to move to the States. She had already learned English fluently as well as Italian, which is shown through her accent. They moved over to New York City, New York during that summer before she started to attend the school almost immediately. She fit in rather well with the others, and was glad that she was not the only one that had moved over here from another country. She actually enjoyed being around so many foreign students. She still attends the school today, and is enjoying it. Everything was fine until she moved to the next step with her boyfriend, and realized that she was a lesbian. She broke up with him the next week, only to find out later that she was pregnant.


( T H E W O R D )[/b][/color] -------Admin edit
( S A M P L E P O S T )[/b][/color]

As the breeze turned out of her favor, Lily moved to be half-hidden by a tree, and the other half hidden mostly by some underbrush. She had not expected him to turn around completely though, which was why she had moved back where he would have been able to see her. She didn't mind that she had now be seen, not at all. Not being alone was like being with a friend, but she did not exactly know that feeling anyway. She had no idea how joyful it was - lavish even at times. She had never had that chance, she just saw things so differently people rejected her. She had not ever turned sour because of it, like people would have expected. She was still calm and kind to others, seeing all the good things. It was her little fairy tale land, something no one would ever understand.

If Lily was a stick, then he was certainly a brick. She has short, thin, and appeared rather fragile; where as he was tall, thick, and very muscular. Opposites, really. She supposed if she tried to she could be tall, and muscular appearing but did not feel the want or need to. It would just be odd for her, like walking in someone else's shoes, quite literally. Unless they were the same size, but that took away from the whole meaning. Shaking the thoughts away, her butterscotch eyes looked at him curiously with a slight tilt of her head. He had been about to hunt an animal, it appeared, and his eyes did have hints of gold in them! Perhaps he was a part of that coven she had heard rumors of? It seemed very plausible! She truly hoped so, that would be absolutely delightful.

Lily did not laugh, but a slight hint of amusement appeared through her tiny smile. "The same as it is up there," her voice was soft, and it made her sound like she was in a trance of some sort, rather dream-like. She blinked, hardly moving or phased by his question. She knew she was short, and his tall height was certainly proving it. She liked being small, she fit into tinier places easier, she could hide better. She ran a hand over her hair to flatten it a bit, she wasn't sure exactly how wild it was now that she had allowed it to be longer. It usually didn't go much past her shoulders, a few inches at the longest. Focusing once more, seeing as she was so easily distracted, she waited patiently for his response.

you were fake, i was great--nothing personal

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( C R E D I T S )

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